08 November, 2010

I don't really think I'll ever understand

In relation to one of my more recent blog posts, regarding things I'm ... what, uncomfortable hearing? How do I explain something that feels like jealousy and regret and worry and nervousness and a whole host of other feelings?

Why does it make me feel the way I feel? I'm a terribly fucked up person, let's agree to that. Got it? Good. Let's progress, even though I never move forward. All I want is an explanation, something I'll likely never get. It bugs me so much that I simply cannot accept certain things sometimes. Weird stuff.

That's all for today. I just wanna know why.

"Leave it up to me, just leave it up to me. If you leave it up to me, I'll fuck it up, just like I always do." Senses Fail - Ghost Town

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